Today Nicole left to go back to school. And quite frankly, I'm a little heart broken... She helped me ease my mind over these harsh times. And now that she went back, I feel like I got nothing. I mean, I know I have all my friends love and support but.. It just hurts a lot. That pain that slowly throbs in your chest like its getting bigger until my chest feels like it's about to cave in, making my voice all shaky whenever I try to speak. I could never help but cry a little.. I already miss Her.
Enough is enough though, right? Gotta stop bitching so much.. which is why I'm debating to go MIA for a bit, get my shit straight. Try not to worry so much about the World around me, which I find is hard, honestly. Who knows, maybe I'll actually manage to find a small measure of Peace, right? And whenever I do get a job, whatever it may be, I'm gonna proudly raise my hand, stick out my middle finger and say "Fuck You Cruel World".
Enough said. Peace out.